Fin

esto fue todo

La razón contra los sentimientos

Esa es la lucha constante que hay en mi. Si al menos uno de los dos predominara....sería todo mas fácil. Luchar por ser yo mismo o por aquellos que me importan ¿Complicado no?

The Dandy Warhols - Bohemian Like You

You've got a great car,
Yeah, what's wrong with it today?
I used to have one too,
Maybe I'll come and have a look.
I really love your hairdo,Yeah,
I'm glad you like mine too,
See what lookin' pretty cool will get ya.

So what do you do?
Oh yeah I wait tables too.
No I haven't heard your band,
Cause you guys are pretty new.
But if you dig on Vegan food,
Well come over to my work,
I'll have them cook you something that you'll really love,

Cause I like you,
Yeah, I like you,
And I'm feeling so Bohemian like you,
Yeah, I like you,
Yeah, I like you,
And I feel wahoo, wooo

Wohoo hoo hoo X4

Wait,
Who's that guy,
Just hanging at your pad.
He's looking kinda BUMMED,
Yeah, you broke up that's too bad.
I guess its fair if he always pays the rent,
and he doesn't get bent about sleeping on the couch when I'm there,

Cause I like you,
Yeah I like you,
And I'm feeling so Bohemian like you.
Yeah I like you,
Yeah I like you,
And I feel wahoo, woooo
Wohoo hoo hoo X3

I'm getting wise,
and i'm feeling so Bohemian like you,
It's you that I want so please,
just a casual, casual easy thing.
Is it? It is for me.
And I like you,
Yeah I like you,
And I like you, I like you, I like you, I like you, I like you, I like you
I like you.
And I feel wahoo, woooo
Wohoo hoo hoo X4

Realidad alterada

23 de agosto
Me duele la pierna, como siempre. No he podido dormir hasta las 10 de la mañana. Me despierto a las 16:40 para almorzar, y tras hacerlo vuelvo a dormir. Despierto a las 20:20, estoy un poco aturdido, pero consigo reponerme.

24 de agosto
Otra vez igual, no puedo dormir por esta maldita pierna, me duele más que ayer. Me duermo por agotamiento a las 12 de la mañana, despierto a las 17:30, no he almorzado, al menos voy a merendar algo. Fíjate por donde hoy tampoco puedo dormirme...Ojalá pudiera cortarme esta pierna...sería toda una alegría.

25 de agosto
Aun no he dormido. Mañana vienen invitados, así que empezaré a limpiar la casa...He terminado con la cocina, a las 12:15 me echo un momento en el sofá y me duermo sin darme cuenta. Despierto a las 15:45. La comida está en la mesa, voy a almorzar. 16:30, sigo cansado me echare otro ratito...me despierto a las 19:30.
 A seguir limpiando, hay que dejar la casa presentable para los invitados. A las 23:00 la casa está limpia por completo.

26 de agosto
Son las 13:00 y para variar tampoco he dormido esta noche. ¿Tendré que seguir sufriendo en silencio por el resto de mi vida?. Llegan los invitados. 14:30 Tengo sueño y hambre quiero comer e intentar dormir un poco. 16:20 He terminado de comer, dormiré un poco, para reponer fuerzas. He soñado algo muy extraño, no recuerdo nada del sueño...........................Está todo muy oscuro....¿Qué hora será? 22:30, genial puedo despedirme de dormir hoy también...

27 de agosto
A las 3 empiezo a notar sueño. Intentare dormir lo que pueda.....Tengo otro sueño raro, pero totalmente diferente. Me despierto a las 7:40. Vaya oficialmente ya tengo 19 años. A ver si puedo empezarlos con buen pie.

Y todo empezó por una simple caída.... http://es.wikipedia.org/wiki/Periostitis

Red Hot Chili Peppers - Otherside

How long how long will I slide
Separate my side I don’t
I don’t believe it’s bad
Slit my throat
It’s all I ever

I heard your voice through a photograph
I thought it up it brought up the past
Once you know you can never go back
I’ve got to take it on the otherside

Centuries are what it meant to me
A cemetery where I marry the sea
Stranger things could never change my mind
I’ve got to take it on the otherside
Take it on the otherside
Take it on
Take it on
How long how long will I slide
Separate my side I don’t
I don’t believe it’s bad
Slit my throat
It’s all I ever 

Pour my life into a paper cup
The ashtray’s full and I’m spillin’ my guts
She wants to know am I still a slut
I’ve got to take it on the otherside

Scarlet starlet and she’s in my bed
A candidate for my soul mate bled
Push the trigger and pull the thread
I’ve got to take it on the otherside
Take it on the otherside
Take it on
Take it on
How long how long will I slide
Separate my side I don’t
I don’t believe it’s bad
Slit my throat
It’s all I ever 

Turn me on take me for a hard ride
Burn me out leave me on the otherside
I yell and tell it that
It’s not my friend
I tear it down I tear it down
And then it’s born again
How long how long will I slide
Separate my side I don’t
I don’t believe it’s bad
Slit my throat It’s all I ever 


How long I don’t believe it’s bad
Slit my throat
It’s all I ever

Proceso de rubización!

Pues eso, que en breve comenzare con eso, que tanta gente no quiere, y que tanto me encanta a mi xD

Do it again,
She said to me,
So I nailed my hand to the baseboard floor
Hysterically, Laughing at me
She begged the question and I begged for more

Now I water,
The thorn you rammed,
Deep into my side watch it fertilize
Cause you shoved your finger,
Right down my throat,
Now you made me puke up all of my pride

Pop the Beach Balls
Burn the photos
C-4 your safe 
And you'll never grow old
So get out of touch
And become a thought 
Cause once you’re a thought, hopefully you're forgot

If we break up
Don’t write a song that would
Drag my name through the shit, the mud 
Cause I’ve seen some solid swimmers who drowned
When you unleashed the dam and cause the flood
But with free choice
There comes freewill
And I’m so happy she decided to leave
Cause now I’m alone
Demons come home
And now my plan is rolling up it’s sleeve 

Pop the Beach Balls
Burn the photos
C-4 your safe 
And you'll never grow old
So get out of touch
And become a thought 
Cause once you’re a thought, hopefully you're forgot

Pop the Beach Balls
Burn the photos
C-4 your safe 
And you'll never grow old
So get out of touch
And become a thought 
Cause once you’re a thought, hopefully you're forgot

Because my morale's begun to decay
And all my friends have the same thing to say
They say that good times have faded away
They say that they're all worried about me
Cause I feed birds in the cemetery
And I rake leaves off the grass in my grave
Because my memory lane is now paved
(Nothing's wrong)
My memory lane is now paved
(There’s nothing wrong)
My memory lane is now paved
(Nothing's wrong)
My memory lane is now paved
(There’s nothing wrong)
But now my memory’s back and there’s nothing wrong
There’s nothing wrong
There’s nothing wrong
There’s nothing wrong
I said there’s nothing wrong
There’s nothing wrong
There’s nothing wrong
There’s nothing wrong

Sueños

Si alguna vez tengo un grupo de música bueno y me hago superfamoso y mundialmente conocido, me llamaré "Alter".

Foo Fighters - Walk

A million miles away
Your signal in the distance
To whom it may concern
I think I lost my way
Getting good at starting over
Every time that I return

Learning to walk again
I believe I've waited long enough
Where do I begin?
Learning to talk again
Can't you see I've waited long enough
Where do I begin?

Do you remember the days
We built these paper mountains
And sat and watched them burn
I think I found my place
Can't you feel it growing stronger
Little conqueror

Learning to walk again
I believe I've waited long enough
Where do I begin?
Learning to talk again
I believe I've waited long enough
Where do I begin?

Now
For the very first time
Don't you pay no mind
Set me free again
You keep alive a moment at a time

But still inside a whisper to a liar
To sacrifice but knowing to survive
The first to cry another state of mind
I'm on my knees, I'm praying for a sign
Forever, whenever
I never wanna die
I never wanna die
I never wanna die
I'm on my knees
I never wanna die
I'm dancing on my grave
I'm running through the fire
Forever, whenever
I never wanna die
I never wanna leave
I never say goodbye
Forever, whenever
Forever, whenever

Learning to walk again
I believe I've waited long enough
Where do I begin?
Learning to talk again
Can't you see I've waited long enough
Where do I begin?

Learning to walk again
I believe I've waited long enough
Learning to talk again
Can't you see I've waited long enough

Silencio

Y tú serás mi cómplice, no lo olvides.

Foo Fighters - Everlong

Hello
I've waited here for you... Everlong
Tonight I throw myself into
And out of the red
Out of her head she sang

Come down
And waste away with me
Down with me
Slow how
You wanted it to be
Over my head
Out of her head she sang

And I wonder
When I sing along with you
If everything could ever feel this real forever
If anything could ever be this good again
The only thing I'll ever ask of you
You've got to promise not to stop when I say when
She sang

Breathe out so I can breathe you in
Hold you in
And now I know you've always been
Out of your head, out of my head I sang

And I wonder
When I sing along with you
If everything could ever feel this real forever
If anything could ever be this good again
The only thing I'll ever ask of you
You've got to promise not to stop when I say when
She sang

(So dad would take the sunday's off 
and that's the only time he could ever get any rest 
and so if we were loud on sundays 
he'd make us hold his construction suits over our head 
till we'd sleep and they were really heavy 
and it only had one sleeve 
but we'd start crying because it's too heavy)

And I wonder
If everything could ever feel this real forever
If anything could ever be this good again
The only thing I'll ever ask of you
You've got to promise not to stop when I say when

Como pude dejarte ir

Si quieres entender la entrada, traduce la letra...

Pins and Needles

Never understood how she could,
Mean so little to so many
Why does she mean everything to me?

Is it worth the pain, with no one to blame?
For all of my insecurities
How did I ever let you go?

Questioning her good intention
Jealousy's a bad invention
When you push on glass, it's bound to break

Even when she was defensive,
It just gave me more incentive
The more you squeeze, the more it slips away

I never walked so far on a lonely street
With no-one there for me
Is it worth the pain, with no one to blame?
For all of my insecurities
How did I ever let you go?

Accept this confession! ...I'm walking on pins and needles
You're not my possession! ...I'm walking on pins and needles
My conscience is vicious! ...I'm walking on pins and needles
And I'm begging forgiveness! ...I'm walking on pins and needles

I never walked so far on a lonely street,
With no one there for me
It took too long to see her in misery
And now it's clear to me

That it's worth the pain, always take the blame
For all your own insecurities
How did I ever let you go? 

felices 19

Bueno, por el momento he decidido no celebrar mi 19 cumpleaños, en parte quizá por lo ocurrido el año pasado. La gente no fue el problema. El problema es que cumplo el 27 de agosto, donde el calor es insufrible y mucha gente esta de vacaciones. Además que a mi me gusta que todos los que vengan se lo pasen bien y disfruten todo el día, cosa que desde mi punto de vista, no ocurrió. Un piso poco espacioso y con escasez de diversión no es buen lugar.

He decidido conformarme con las felicitaciones de mi familia, y de los oportunos amigos de tuenti que se acuerdan, aunque no voy a mentir, de pocos me acuerdo yo realmente.

Tifa's Theme

Los escarabajos

Se trata de un grupo sevillano que representa fielmente a lo que fueron los Beatles. Hoy he estado en uno de sus conciertos, el cual han llamado Beat-street, tocando en plena calle. Técnicamente es el primer concierto al que voy, y me alegra mucho de que haya sido con esta GRAN banda.

The Beatles - Hey Jude

Hey Jude don't make it bad
Take a sad song and make it better
Remember to let her into your heart
Then you can start to make it better

Hey Jude don't be afraid
You were made to go out and get her
The minute you let her under your skin
Then you begin to make it better

And any time you feel the pain, Hey Jude, refrain
Don't carry the world upon your shoulders
For well you know that it's a fool who plays it cool
By making his world a little colder
Da da da da da
da da da da

Hey Jude don't let me down
You have found her now go and get her
Remember to let her into your heart
Then you can start to make it better

So let it out and let it in
Hey Jude begin
You're waiting for someone to perform with
And don't you know that it's just you
Hey Jude you'll do
The movement you need is on your shoulder

Da da da da da
da da da da Yeah

Hey Jude don't make it bad
Take a sad song and make it better
Remember to let her under your skin
Then you'll begin to make it better 
Better, better, better, better, better, Yeah,Yeah,Yeah

1, 2, 3, 4, (Jude, Jude, Judey, Judey, Judey, Judey, Waaa!) 5, (Jude, Jude, Jude, Jude, Jude) 6, (Yah, Yah, Yah) 7, (Jude, HEY JUDE! WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!) 8, (OH, JUDE!) 9, 10 (Jude, Jude, Jude, Jude, Jude, YAH, YAH, YAH, YAH!) 11, 12, (Nah, Nah, Nah, Nah, Nah, Nah, Nah, Nah, Nah, Nah, OOOOH, WHAAAAAAAAAAA!) 13, 14, 15, (YAH, YAH, YAH, YAH, YAH, YAH, YAH, YAH, YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHA!) 16, (JUDE, MAHMAHMAHMAHMAHMAAHAAAAHH!) 17, 18, (Woooooo!) 19, (Well then a Nah Nah...) 20...

Por y Para.

Ambas deben ser las razones por la que queramos hacer algo o por quien queramos hacerlo.

Paramore - Born For This

Oh no I just keep on falling
(Back to the same old…)
Where’s hope when misery comes crawling?
(on my way-ay)
With your faith you’ll trigger a landslide
(victory)
To kill off this common sense of mine

It takes acquired minds to taste, to taste, to taste this wine
You can’t down it with your eyes
So we don’t need the headlines
We don’t need the headlines
We just want…

(We want the airways back, we want the airways back)

Everybody sing like it’s the last song you will ever sing
Tell me, tell me, do you feel the pressure now?
Everybody live like it’s the last day you will ever see
Tell me, tell me, do you feel the pressure now?

Right now you’re the only reason
(I’m not letting go, oh…)
and im out if everyone’s worth pleasing
(wa ah)
You’ll trigger a landslide
(Victory)
to kill off their finite state of mind

It takes acquired minds to taste, to taste, to taste this wine
You can’t down it with your eyes
So we don’t need the headlines
No, we don’t want your headlines
We just want…

(We want the airways back, we want the airways back)

Everybody sing like it’s the last song you will ever sing
Tell me, tell me, do you feel the pressure now?
Everybody live like it’s the last day you will ever see
Tell me, tell me, do you feel the pressure now?
Everybody sing like it’s the last song you will ever sing
Tell me, tell me, do you feel the pressure?

Alright, so you think you’re ready?
Ok, then you say this with me
Go!
We were born for this
(We were born for this)
Alright, so you think you’re ready?
OK, then you say this with me
Go!
We were born for this
(We were born for this)
We were born for this
(We were born for this)

We were born for
We were born for

Everybody sing like it’s the last song you will ever sing
Tell me, tell me, can you feel the pressure?
Everybody live like it’s the last day you will ever see
Tell me, tell me, can you feel the pressure now?
Everybody sing like it’s the last song you will ever sing
Tell me, tell me, can you feel the pressure?
Tell me, tell me, can you feel the pressure?

We were born for this
We were born for this
We were born for this

Cada vez estamos más agresivos

Esto es lo que me dijo un buen amigo mio mientras íbamos al burguer king. Debo darle la razón, está en lo cierto, con el paso del tiempo nos estamos volviendo agresivos. No es algo que quiera ni desee, pero tampoco puedo evitarlo. Es como una bola de nieve rodando por la montaña, empieza siendo pequeña e inofensiva pero acaba convirtiéndose en algo dañino y bastante peligroso.

Supongo que dicha agresividad es un mecanismo de defensa que produce nuestra mente para que no seamos ninguneados, para no ser menos que otros. En resumen, dicha agresividad es lo que nos mantiene de pie, es lo que nos da fuerzas para no rendirnos y seguir adelante. Si esto quedara aquí, sería un medio positivo, pero evidentemente tiene un terrible final, es un arma de doble filo. Una vez que logramos conseguir nuestro objetivo la agresividad aun permanece en uno mismo y acabamos liberándola con aquellos a los que queremos o aun peor, para no hacer daño a aquellos seres queridos, la retenemos en nosotros, envenenándonos y siendo a la larga más perjudicial para nuestro entorno.

Ahora que he visto mi fallo, intentare corregirlo, porque sin mis amigos no soy nada ni nadie.
-¿Como? No lo sé
-¿Cuando? Ahora
-¿Por qué? Porque antes no era así, antes era feliz.

Billy Talent - Nothing To Lose

Need more friends with wings
All the angels I know
Put concrete in my veins
I’d always walk home alone
So I became lifeless
Just like my telephone

There’s nothing to lose
When no one knows your name
There’s nothing to gain
But the days don’t seem to change

Never played truth or dare
I’d have to check my mirror
To see if I’m still here
My parents had no clue
That I ate all my lunches
Alone in the bathroom

There’s nothing to lose
When no one knows your name
There’s nothing to gain
But the days don’t seem to change
There’s nothing to lose
My notebook will explain
There’s nothing to gain
And I can’t fight the pain

Teachers said "it's just a phase"
When I grow up my children
Will probably do the same
Kids just love to tease
Who'd know it put me underground at seventeen

There’s nothing to lose
When no one knows your name
There’s nothing to gain
But the days don’t seem to change
There’s nothing to lose
My notebook will explain
There’s nothing to gain
And I can’t fight the pain
There’s nothing to lose
When no one knows your name
There’s nothing to gain
But the days don’t seem to change
There’s nothing to lose
My notebook will explain

There’s nothing to lose
When no one knows your name
There’s nothing to gain
And I just died today

Lo que será superará a lo que fue...

Me entristece ver que el pasado fue mejor que el presente, menos preocupaciones y mas diversión, pero no toda la esperanza está perdida. Solo diré una frase que una vez leí, hará varios años ya.

"mas que ayer, menos que mañana"


Foo Fighters - Times Like These

I am a one way motorway
I’m the one that drives away
Then follows you back home
I am a street light shining
I’m a wild light blinding bright
Burning off alone

It’s times like these you learn to live again
It’s times like these you give and give again
It’s times like these you learn to love again
It’s times like these time and time again

I am a new day rising
I’m a brand new sky
To hang the stars upon tonight
I am a little divided
Do I stay or run away
And leave it all behind? 

It’s times like these you learn to live again
It’s times like these you give and give again
It’s times like these you learn to love again
It’s times like these time and time again


It’s times like these you learn to live again
It’s times like these you give and give again
It’s times like these you learn to love again
It’s times like these time and time again


It’s times like these you learn to live again
It’s times like these you give and give again
It’s times like these you learn to love again
It’s times like these time and time again

A veces son mas efectivas

Hablo de las mentiras. Son verdades que ocultan la razón real por la que se hace o se dice algo, normalmente acondicionado por miedo.

Si se lleva a lo práctico, hablaríamos de fingir. Crear un comportamiento falso, generalmente por el bien de alguien, aunque eso haga que alejes a personas que realmente aprecias mucho

Billy Talent - Lies

Forced conversation, hidden agenda, 
You think we're stupid, how dare you!
The rug has not been pulled over our eyes you fool, 
We can see right through.

Tip-toeing villain, eyes in the ceiling,
Your false intentions have worn thin
But we've been in your room, and in your closet too, 
We've got one on you!

Lies make it better
Lies are forever
Lies to go home to
Lies to wake up to
Lies from the altar
Lies make you falter
Lies keep your mouth fed
Lies till your death bed lies

Inside an office a fallen angel, 
A smiling Buddha with snake eyes, 
Creates the latest trends, and I just can't pretend, 
Don't call me your friend!
When all these

Lies make it better
Lies are forever
Lies to go home to
Lies to wake up to
Lies from the altar
Lies make you falter
Lies keep your mouth fed
Lies till your death bed

Lies, they make it better
Lies, they are forever
Lies to go home to
Lies to wake up to
Lies from the altar
Lies make you falter
Lies keep your mouth fed
Lies till your death bed... lies!


Lies will come back to haunt you...
Bullet-proof your limousine
Lies will come back to haunt you...
Hit and run a broken dream!

Lies make it better
Lies are forever
Lies to go home to
Lies to wake up to
Lies from the altar
Lies make you falter
Lies keep your mouth fed
Lies till your death bed

Lies, they make it better
Lies, they are forever
Lies to go home to
Lies to wake up to
Lies from the altar
Lies that make you falter
Lies keep your mouth fed
Lies till your death bed
Lies

¡ENTRADA DOBLE!:Sentimientos oportunistas // Verdad indirecta

No lo entiendo. No se porque lo que uno siente una vez, sin apenas darse cuenta, deja de sentirlo. Pero ahí no queda la cosa, ya que mas adelante vuelves a sentirlo de nuevo. Mi pregunta es ¿Por qué se dan estos cambios? Es algo que de momento no podré averiguar.

VersaEmerge - Mind Reader

Hey, mind reader.
You know what I feel
Before I speak
It always seems you gotta one up me
Have a worse for me is that what you need
I've got it all and you've got nothing

Hey, Mind reader
Bet you didn't see this one coming
'Cause your eyes are never open
I've said sorry, you just mock me
And I'm ready to throw this up and away

I'm not able
able to say

Don't let me get away
I haven't been honest either
We could use each other
Don't let me get away
It's not getting any better
We could use each other

(Don't let me get away)
(Don't let me get away)
(Don't let me get away)

Hey, mind reader
Just as soon as I leave the room
My stomach drops, my guts I lose
I'm not the type to follow through
But you already knew that, didn't you?

Hey, mind reader
Quick steps, reality check
I might be gone before you're back
You bite your nails at the thought of that
Just tell me off, and let me hear you say

Are you able
able to stay

Don't let me get away
I haven't been honest either
We could use each other
Don't let me get away
It's not getting any better
We could use each other

(Don't let me get away)
(Don't let me get away)
(Don't let me get away)
(Don't let me get away)

Start speaking your mind reading
You can't keep me out, believe it
Start speaking say what we mean
No lies tucked in between our teeth

(Don't let me get away)
(Don't let me get away)
(Don't let me get away)

Don't let me get away
(Don't let me get away)
Don't let me get away

Don't let me get away
I haven't been honest either
We could use each other
Don't let me get away
It's not getting any better
We could use each other

(Don't let me get away)
Don't let me get away
We could use each other
(Don't let me get away)
Don't let me get away

Hey, mind reader


Tu futuro intenta cambiar tu vida pero es tu pasado el que lo hace alejarse de ti, tal vez para protegerte.

VersaEmerge - Past Praying For

Crawling around me... 
Sleepless eyes...
Your hands, they haunt me...
finger tipping down my spine.

Heaven forbid, well aware of your sins. 
In the wake I'll be just like the rest.
Tell the sun don't fall, so we'll never forget. 
Heaven forbid, well aware of your sins. 
In the wake I'll be just like the rest.
Past praying for.

Always kept quiet... 
Clenching my teeth. 
Find me fighting the floor. 
Raise me from my bones once more. 
You're way past praying for.


Heaven forbid, well aware of your sins. 
In the wake I'll be just like the rest.
Tell the sun don't fall, so we'll never forget. 
Heaven forbid, well aware of your sins. 
In the wake I'll be just like the rest.
Past praying for.
I wouldn't want to wake you from yourself. 
...doesn't sit in your stomach just quite right. 
Toying with time... 
Lascivious stares and a dangerous rhyme


Crawling around me... 
Sleepless eyes...


Heaven forbid, well aware of your sins. 
In the wake I'll be just like the rest.
Tell the sun don't fall, so we'll never forget. 
Heaven forbid, well aware of your sins. 
In the wake I'll be just like the rest.
Past praying for.