Baja forma

Hoy he jugado al fútbol con unos compañeros de clase durante un par de horas libres. Los primeros 5 minutos bien, el resto del tiempo quería morirme, porque no respiraba bien y tampoco veía bien. Antes podía aguantar perfectamente una hora sin sufrir síntomas de cansancio o dolor.

Ya de por si estoy en baja forma, ya que no hago ningún tipo de dieta saludable, pero ahora que no practico nada de ejercicio estoy peor aun, y o pongo remedio a esto o me estoy viendo dentro de un par de años en silla de ruedas xD.

Por lo tanto he decidido, que me pondré en forma, no en plan tener músculos mas grandes que mi cabeza o destacar en algún campo, sino en el modo de cuidarme un poquito para evitar mi extinción xD.

Offspring - You're Gonna Go Far, Kid

Show me how to lie
You're getting better all the time
And turning all against the one
Is an art that's hard to teach
Another clever word
Sets off an unsuspecting herd
And as you step back into line
A mob jumps to their feet

Now dance, fucker, dance
Man, he never had a chance
And no one even knew
It was really only you

And now you steal away
Take him out today
Nice work you did
You're gonna go far, kid

With a thousand lies
And a good disguise
Hit them right between the eyes
Hit them right between the eyes
When you walk away
Nothing more to say
See the lightning in your eyes
See them running for their lives

Slowly out of line
And drifting closer in your sights
So play it out I'm wide awake
It's a scene about me
There's something in your way
And now someone is gonna pay
And if you can't get what you want
Well it's all because of me

Now dance, fucker, dance
Man, I never had a chance
And no one even knew
It was really only you

And now you'll lead the way
Show the light of day
Nice work you did
You're gonna go far, kid
Trust, deceived!

With a thousand lies
And a good disguise
Hit them right between the eyes
Hit them right between the eyes
When you walk away
Nothing more to say
See the lightning in your eyes
See them running for their lives

Now dance, fucker, dance
He never had a chance
And no one even knew
It was really only you

So dance, fucker, dance
I never had a chance
It was really only you

With a thousand lies
And a good disguise
Hit them right between the eyes
Hit them right between the eyes
When you walk away
Nothing more to say
See the lightning in your eyes
See them running for their lives

Clever alibis
Lord of the flies
Hit them right between the eyes
Hit them right between the eyes
When you walk away
Nothing more to say
See the lightning in your eyes
See them running for their lives

Vida apagada

Estoy asqueado de lo que me rodea, de mi vida, del mundo...de todo. ¿El por que? el "por que" es lo principal. Todo me resulta monótono, nadie ayuda a nadie, no hay amistad, no hay fortaleza, no hay nada y encima de que no hay absolutamente nada bueno, existe todo lo malo: Hipocresía, Egoísmo, Mentira, Odio.... Un individuo siempre está buscando la destrucción de otro.

Desde hace unas semanas  la vida, o mejor dicho, mi vida, me resulta aburrida. Ahora mismo pienso que no estoy hecho para un mundo en el que reina el caos y la discordia, en el que no hay una razón para seguir adelante o para resistir.

Con esto no estoy absolviéndome de no haber cometido nada malo, porque por mucho que intento evitarlo, acabo cayendo como ser humano que soy. Tampoco es una declaración de suicidio, ya que ese camino es demasiado fácil.

Billy Talent - Surrender

She reads a book from across the street,
Whenever someone that she'll never meet.
Talk over coffee for an hour or two,
She wonders why I'm always in a good mood.
Killin' time before she struts her stuff,
She needs supporting, I'll become the crutch.
She'll never know how much she means to me.
I play the game but I'm the referee.

Surrender every word, every thought every sound.
Surrender every touch, every smile, every frown.
Surrender all the pain we've endured until now.
Surrender all the hope that I lost you have found.
Surrender yourself to me.

Even though I know what I'm lookin' for,
She's got a brick wall behind her door.
I travel time and confess to her,
But I'm afraid she'd shoot the messenger.

Surrender every word, every thought every sound.
Surrender every touch, every smile, every frown.
Surrender all the pain we've endured until now.
Surrender all the hope that I lost you have found.
Surrender yourself to me.

I think I found her suffering the field of words,
I think I found her frowning in a field of words.
Searching until my hands bleed,
This flower don't belong to me.

I think I found her suffering the field of words,
I think I found her frowning in a field of words.
Searching until my hands bleed,
This flower don't belong to me.
This flower don't belong to me.
Why could she belong to me?

Every word, every thought every sound.
Every touch, every smile, every frown.
All the pain we've endured until now.
All the hope that I lost you have found.

Surrender every word, every thought every sound.
Surrender every touch, every smile, every frown.
Surrender all the pain we've endured until now.
Surrender all the hope that I lost you have found.
(Surrender) I never had the nerve to ask,
(Surrender) as my hope had come and passed.
(Surrender) I never had the nerve to ask,
(Surrender) as my hope had come and passed.
(Surrender) I never had the nerve to ask,
(Surrender) as my hope had come and passed.

(Surrender) I never had the nerve to ask