13 enero, 2011

Tocado y....¿hundido?

Estos días no estoy nada motivado y lo que más me preocupa es que estoy faltando a clase. No se si esto es lo que llaman depresión, espero que no. Hay muchas cosas por las que no puedo estar motivado, pero yo se cual es la razón principal (y creo que la única).

El amor, si chicos, el amor, un sentimiento que te puede dejar en la cumbre más alta o o hacerte caer y caer sin tocar fondo. Lo mio digamos que es una situación especial, se han dado muchas cosas juntas, de ahí que esté sin ganas de hacer casi nada. Recuerdo cuando por mi culpa hacia sentir a alguien como yo estoy ahora, le decía que ojalá que me ocurriera a mi para ver lo que se siente, para que me devolvieran lo que causé. Nunca pensé que sería tan...duro.

Pero también recuerdo que una vez le dije a alguien que iba a cambiar, que quería mejorar como persona, que quería "nacer" de nuevo, y por eso aprovecho este momento que estoy tan abajo, para empezar a subir. Espero no arrepentirme de leer esto en verano.

¿Tocado? Sí y de gravedad. ¿Hundido? No, no puedo permitirlo. Ella sabe lo que siento y eso jamás cambiará.

Gracias Iria.

The Fray - How to save a live

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God, he hears you
And pray to God, he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

How to save a life
How to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life


How to save a life
How to save a life 

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